I'm not even sure of what I should say. I guess I can say anything since this is anonymous. 

Since my boyfriend has read my IRL diary I guess I'll vent on here. It's difficult dating a heavy drinker when you don't really drink at all. I love him and want this relationship to last. I think we have something great, something that could be even greater if given the chance. But he has so many demons that he'll never deal with. I'm not sure if we'll make it. I hope we do. My feet feel like they're going numb because he is drunkenly passed out on them and I cannot move. It's gonna be a long night.